Every time i hear this song it makes me think of my dad, the one parent who bothered to give a shit about me who was always there to let me sob on his shoulder when i needed it, and all those people, friends and other family, step family, teachers, strangers everybody who helped changed me and makes me love them and appreciate them. This song is how i feel. Thanks for loving me.
kickboxcutie98 asked: I know its a stupid reason to hate life .but i just want a long lasting relationship and can never find one
sorry, havent been on much, im doing good, how about yourself? and I know how it feels to hate life, i cant seem to find a long lasting relationship either. But then again, everybody always talks big about how love will save them….. Truth be told, i never really had much faith in love… me, well i tell myself i get out of bed each day to feel…everything. Hurt, love, joy, laughter, peace, rage, jealousy, just everything because all of it meshed together is beautiful and thats the only point i can seem to find in this world, everything else is utterly meaningless to me. Hope that helps, sorry i havent been around much for you, im sure you will find your love but dont forget to feel everything along the way.
I just got finished reading it and fuck im an emotional wreck. I cant hold all these feelings. It was just so beautiful and then bam ow….sweet love. ow ow ow. stop FUCKING OW, NO NO NO NOT CAS. DAMN IT!
But honestly, it was a beautiful story, i havent read a story that good in a LONG time. Everything was perfect, im just emotionally wrecked. Dont hate me…but My only issue with it is that the characters in the story were nothing like dean and cas, its like the writer made his/her own characters and threw dean and cas’s names on them and made this beautiful story. which im not complaining, i wouldnt change the characters one bit, it was a beautiful story, i just dont think it works well as a destiel fanfiction because its not really the tv show characters personalitys. but like i said earlier i wouldnt change the characters one bit, it was a fucking beautiful wreck.